14th October 2019
I am unnaturally calm today.
I want it to be over, but I’m not frightened by it.
It will be what it will be.
I wish I could go today while I’m in this strange state of relaxation. It is weird, I’m not even smoking anything.
I had a lot of encouragement from my friends. I had a long chat with Martin, who had many suggestions to how I should deal with the interview. I politely declined that I should smash the glass partition with a baseball bat and beat the shit out of the Consular Officer. Also the idea of eating a spicy meal and venting quietly so that the interview time is drastically reduced, these, I feel would not place me in a good light for getting approved.
Even I had a message from Damian, that was like getting a sign from God, so he must listen to me sometimes.
Kelli was holding a group session of many of our friends to send some positive vibes, hoping to get a sympathetic interviewer.
My friend Rob also gave me encouragement, by saying the decision has already been made. I hope, because he had a smile on his face he was sending me a positive message.
I never like wishing my time away, but this is what I have to do, I need to get on with my life and finish what I have started.
Another Lifetime to go 