4th April 2021
There is no apparent signs that it is Easter Sunday, I have seen chocolate Easter bunnies, but no Cadbury’s cream eggs in sight.
Kelli was having a bad day, that usually follows a sleepless night. I can’t see any changes to her condition even though she now taking more powerful medication. I’m holding my tongue, I don’t want to freak her out by criticising her method of treatment, as I do almost everyday. It’s hard not to get angry when my wife says that she wants to die.
I have suggested that she gets a blood test, but she won’t. She is frightened by the possibility that she have some serious condition, and she’d rather not know about it.