24th June 2021
The weather has deteriorated into a thunder storm that rattled the windows and the rain falls in a torrent. I was hold up in the garage working on three pieces at a time. The output this month has been abysmal, but I doubt that any of the things I’m working on will go in this months numbers.
Kelli was not feeling very good today, there seems to be a pattern of a good day followed by a bad one.
It still messes with my head, as I always see the pattern in most things, when I get a cold there is the two days coming, two/three days with it, and two days to go. That makes it bearable, where you see it laid out. When I had my bout of flu, I knew the pattern in that, I just had to let my body take control, and follow the healing process.
But what Kelli has does not follow a pattern, just when I think I see progress, it goes backwards. She has put her faith in her new kinesiologist, but my patience is running thin, and I know I’m not the best at keeping up a pretence, but I am being supportive to her.
Without some idea of the time it takes to climb back into normality, I know it’s eating into my life as well.
Another Lifetime to go 